Where Do I Go From Here....

Isn't that the question one asks themselves when their life has been turned upside down, all around, and every which way only to be stood back up and told now find a new way?

 Well it for sure was the question weighing on my mind a couple of weeks ago while I was taking a trip down memory lane and realizing everything that I've been through this past year and the turns and twists that have ultimately changed a lot of who I am.

Because lets face it, life has been one heck of a rollercoaster lately complete with the loss of a baby, the dissolve of a marriage, going from a fulltime mom to a fulltime employee and single mother, being taken care of to being the sole provider, battling cancer with my family and in the end losing someone I love dearly, and ultimately losing myself through the process.

How does one walk away from that in the full confidence that life does go on and knowing this is just one of those many trials you will face?

How are you suppose to be okay when the book you were writing has suddenly ended and now you have to create a new story?

 And then I started reading back through my posts and getting a glimpse of that girl that I thought I had lost and realized that no matter how far I may run away from Him He will always be right by my side, guiding my steps, and pointing me in the direction I need to go. That this journey I am on now may not be the one that I was meant to take but He will take what was intended for defeat and destruction and turn it around for my good.

I am His and He is mine and no matter what this life may throw at me I know that I will be okay because I am a daughter of a King and nothing can take that away.