He is captivated...by me

My child, I wish you could see you through My eyes...

You are beautiful...so beautiful

The purpose inside of you?

Greater than you could possibly imagine

Let go of the things you are so desperately holding on to

Let go and cling to Me

I want nothing more than to be your Light in the darkness

Oh how I long to pull on the greatness I have planted inside of you

How I crave your voice singing My praises

There is no sweeter sound...

My child, can't you see how you captivate Me?

I am so in love with you

And if you were the only one, I would have laid it down all the same

Because you are worthy...

Worthy of this unconditional love

Nothing you can do will change that My beloved

So stop running away and run to Me

Crawl into My lap...listen to my heart beat

Beat for you

My child, try for a moment to see yourself the way I see you

I ran across this tonight while going through my prayer journal. At the time i wrote it it seemed irrelevant to me because it was a time that I was so deep in my relationship with Him.

After I had finished writing it I went through it and said God this must be for someone else. I know the greatness You have planted in me...I know that Your love for me is unconditional...You reassure me of my beauty in Your eyes every day...and I know there will never be a time that I don't want to sing Your praises. All while He was shaking His head saying...my child, you will see.

Because He knew not too long from then I would be struggling with every bit of that revelation. And that I would have drifted so far that I couldn't hear Him the same way as before. And at that very moment I would need His reassurance of His love to find my way back.

Yet again Daddy...you have left me broken and simply overwhelmed.....